Confront the fear of aging

Aging used to scare me. It was one of my ocd files.

I pictured myself in a dimly lit nursing room, alone. Of course, you'll be terrified to age like that. Or in a hospital on a ventilator. And every single American has that visual.

I've had a lot of near death experiences. And it wasn't like that. So, my brain started to rewire itself around new concepts of death.

For powerful individuals; it's the humilitation aspect. Also, I felt like people would be way too happy to see me go.

Spiritually, I had no problem with dying. Physically, I would be afraid that my body wouldn't be taken care of properly. I settled on getting cremated under the supervision of somebody trustworthy. Processing that made my fear go away. I was able to live in peace.

Aging is not scary. Dying is scary. And your mind connects aging with dying. But they are different.

Confront the fear of aging by correctly identifying your mental associations with this process.

Aging is a beautiful, peace bringing process. Being able to go about your daily routine and rest should seem like a dream.

Retirement is not the end of your social self. It's probably the beginning for most people.

My life only got better as I aged. I became truly happy at around age 23.

Why are people paranoid about aging?

It's a demonic construct designed for the purpose of control.

They want you to cling on to youth, beauty, and power so you never face infinity and become free. Because that's where God is. The job of demons is to steer you away from God.

The most peaceful, fulfilled people I ever met are nuns or priests. They really understand the nature of life and death. I always sort of knew I could have my fun and go back when I felt ready. Just kidding. I was always fairly religious, at least mentality wise.

I wanted to be like them, but the world was so hard to exist in, with all of that spiritual power. I didn't want to participate in what everybody else was doing. I would rush home to read my books. Then I started to study consciousness and mindset work.

Society and my family built me up to be absolutely nothing. I really had to go searching for something. I didn't even know if I had a soul to go searching for. I was running on sarcasm for awhile.

I determined for myself that I wanted to live for myself. I had nothing else to live for.

A few times in my life, I lost everything and at the same time, nothing. It's mystical, really.

The body is all we've got. Even the mind without the body, is nothing.

It's not about your external material life at all. It's about your actual, organic body. If you can take care of that day in and day out...you'll lose the fear of leaving it. You will have spent your time graciously. That's how I live. The health of my body and aesthetics of my environment make me want to live a very long life.

LS